lazy and so what need i need


heyy , what are you talking about ? uhh , it's not like what you imagine , but maybe yes , me is a lazy person :( how will ? i've try to change my attitude , yeah , almostly done , but me can't , don know why :( me ohh . me tekanan dohh ! ya allah , me keep studying me try it already and me try to speak it out :/ but how will me break a heart who me loving  :/ me just try and me can't :( me ohh . me are facing trial this 18/8 . wake up girl , you are PMR candidates !! but just like nothing :/ ohh morron ! how dare you say that . ohh dear , me don know what me saying about :/ me just lazy , need a happiness , melodi huh ? ohh wtv . me need a very long sleep huh ? ehh , no no no , not yet :/ me need you by my side , me need something that can make me calm , comfortable , a thing just like a good sight seeing huh ? walking ? beach ? a vacation ? A LAKE there is secure , nobodys there . just me and the water droppings , just like in the poem , what that say ? a lake in innisfree ? *WTH im saying now :x .ok wtv , me just need some peaceful , something that can make my mind free .. something that make me very safe . flying and go to somewhere i can freely forget everything  :) may i ??
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