how this work , im not finished yet but i need to strong beb , strong one ! yeahh , im the strong one just like what jiha told to me that im the strong one . but how will i be if everything mix in one space . everything come to me in one way . everything face me with the many feeling . its harm me , soon everything will get me back , i don want karma to get me back , pleaselah , i try my best , i try , im still trying . and i scared yeahh of course im scared . i don want to make any mistake anymore , but how will i do , im not perfect , theres nobody perfect . im tired being like this . im finished but i can't to stop till here . no and never will , i must go on and go to another channel , go to wake up myself , go to pick up my mind and think ! think deeply , correctly , very deeply and make a choice but how if i cant ? how if i don have any choice , and how if the choice that i choose is not the best and the correct one . how if the choice i choose is not good to others , not also to me . not to someone , not to other else , how ? im talking to much , im over to much , im sacrified for what . my sacrified means nothing right ? yeahh , so how will i take it to me , i have no idea about this , i just looking myself and try to searching myself , finding me and be my best to me . this is how i work for , the job i finding for . the moment i searching is not this , i need an express , poslaju ? lol , need you , please treat me like well . thank you :)
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