Enchanted: the way i , im to serious

i look you , stared at you always , on and on , something that i always do when i catch you . im feeling missing when you'r not coming , my mind my attitude perfectly change . its haunting me , i cannot let you go , i cannot feel you far . you must here , friend me , love me , be here stay with me . strongly hard when i missed something , onl is something , just a thing i must to do , to still contact with you . im suddenly feel horrible and awkward when one day we not contact , yeahh , our formal our musty is chat at fb , no need at phone , we'r IT right baby ? ahhah . okay now i feel i wanna look movie -.- , what movie ? WALL E :)

#apahalah .

when you asked me ,something that i cannot answered , i still calm , and i must be very very careful , i thought i do not wanna harm myself when im hurting you :'( cause i love you baby . i feel confused when im start to think , i feel very blurred when im start thinking about us , i feel very doubt when im start thinking about you . i feel very wrong when im start thinking about we . because what ? because im start thinking about karma . how will i got you if i cannot got myself -.-'

this feeling is suddenly horrible terrible and any ble . im start feeling scared , im scared when i lost you , how will this be when we cannot be that strong , how will we be that way when we cannot find the way , how will we reach our want when we don want together . what if we will ? how ? what if we must ? how ? what if we be ? how ? what if we need ? how ? what if we start ? how ? and . what if we end ? how ?

MASYA - a name , a words . a name just a name . but you a words that always sparkling my day .

i start think by myself , send my feeling around and need more motivational answered :) however it is , i must start to ready my heart , always ready my heart , being more motivational , being more strong , being more careful . being more calm , being more perfect ? ahahha , it will if i want to . perfect ? is not like this . so because of that unperfect is done with human :) this is my moment :)

how if we will find our way after this , will you always remember me ? will we always feel need each other ? will we always keep our relation even we have not contact anymore ? will we always keep our promise to together ? will you not find someone to replaced me? will you never want someone else , just me ? will you just want me ? will you never fallin in love again ? will you only thinking about me ? will you always love me ? will you waiting for me ? and will you always keep strong to keep our feeling and find way to get me , to make our dream come true ? will you ?

question is to be answered , and answer is always not that easy :)

#why so serious -.-'

take care of him for me , and please wait until im returned :')

words just a words , fate we cannot denied .

thank you for being present in my life .

you such a good day i've been through :)

I Love You Syawal

Sincerely , me

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